I have. Right now I wish that I could rewind time back a little bit. Things are changing and I’m not sure how to swing with the vine yet but I will. I’m going to take back my blog. Only its going to be different from here on in. Oh I’ll be writing and you’ll see things you won’t want to see on here.
I made a mistake last week in the heat of a moment. You see I was in a fight with my husband and I struck out at someone else without thinking about it. I allowed my emotions to run rampade. To say the least,I lost a friend over I think. I’ve apologized but I bet that doesn’t help.
For a few months,I have struggled over one problem or another. Well that changes now! You see my blog became routine and boring to me. I was afraid of stepping out of my comfort zone. I was afraid to let people see that I was a human being and not an automation. I lost a lot of readers during all this. Well guess what I’m not perfect. Never claimed to be. I’m human and so things will be changing up.
This blog is about my children and it is for their benefits so lots of talking about them coming up. It’s time to share my frustrations that I’ve been having with a little boy that takes every ounce of my energy. He’s wonderful. Honestly,he’s a great little boy but I’m 45 years old and it takes all of me to deal with him.
Right now,I’m thanking God that he starts Kindergarten this year. I need those 4 hours a day that I don’t have now but I will on Wednesday!! Yippeee!!!
No promises here.. I’m not going to say that I’ll be jumping in to help someone. I’m not going to say that I’ll be doing this or that. My life is going into fix’er or get’er done mode. As I saw on someone’s blog today,I’m spring cleaning in the fall. But I’m spring cleaning not only my house but my life. I’m deciding what’s important. This blog is. Not sure about all that I have started to complicated things though. Big BIG BIG changes coming and truthfully I don’t know what they are yet.
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Sweetie if they are a REAL friend they will understand completely. Cause I think we all have been there. You take this thing back my friend and make it what you KNOW it can be. I can empathize with the kids thing completely
Good morning. Unfortunately,we might say and hurt those near to us when we are frustrated. if you did this with a blogger,that’s tough. If you did that with a person that you have physical contact,that’s tough. This is not excusing yourself or anyone. As you said you are just human. Gotta give you credit,You openly shared all of this rather than hiding under the carpet. This tells me that this compassionate person,YOU,might have made a mistake. In life this happens,but not all accepts being at fault . Hope these words help you to feel some peace within yourself. Have a great Friday. Rose
Yes does sound like a change for the better?? I guess. I liked your blog,does sound good.
Wow! I wish I could rewind time,too. I’ll be interested in what those changes are.
When my husband whines about a blog post (usually because it doesn’t leave him in a flattering light),I tell him “my blog,my way”…I write what I want to,and vent about things probably more than I should. My favorite subject is The Boy –and do I understand about how one small person taking all of your energy!
Do what you have to do…readers will stay,or go. And new readers will take the place of the ones who have gone.
It’s all good in blogland.
Hey girl. I’ve been thinking about some changes on my blog too. I’m kinda tired of the blog hopping thing. You put yourself out there,visit blogs,leave meaningful comments…only to have someone either not follow back or leave you a “I’m following now.”Blah! I think I’m going to concentrate on writing and my family for a while too. Take care,sweetie! You know I’ll be back top visit!
appreciated this writing!
I wish you luck on your new change.
I’m really to be finally posting online after all these years. There really is no mystique (sp) about it,is there? I just dropped by your blog and had to write something. I’m a recent college grad,journalism major if you must know,and I love the art of photography. I’ve got my website up but it’s nothing to boast about yet. None of my stuff’s been posted. Soon as I figure out how to do that,I’ll spend the afternoon posting my best pictures. anyway just thought I’d drop a line. I hope to return with more substantial stuff,stuff you can actually use. SPG
I always wish that I could rewind.