Lately I have begun to realize that I only post positive things on here. Well my life hasn’t been positive as of late. I struggle with Jason, Faith, money and my husband. Sometimes I don’t even want to get up because I have so many things that need to be done.
I’ve made it a habit to make this blog about good things…positive. I have hidden all the bad times that I have experienced. It’s not easy having a son with mental disorders. I am always questioning every decision that they make. Because of the pressure that we have with his issues, my marriage has faltered in my own head many times. My husband and I are still very much in love but things are different now. Life has happened to us. It’s not that fresh love that we had. It’s deeper. It’s like two friends that know each other inside and out. You either love each other or you walk away. Neither of us is willing to walk away.
I love him and he loves me. Its that simple.
There will be blog changes coming up. I will talk about what its like to hear things about my son that I don’t want to hear. I will talk about the struggles as well. I refuse to let this blog die down because I am not positive right now. The only thing I know that I am positive about is that I will find a solution that we can live with for both of my kids.
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As much as I wish you only positive, it was actually refreshing to see that your life is not perfect, at least your life is real, so to speak. I couldn’t help but think of your blog title – Hearts Make Families – yes! And hearts and families are made up of many different things and emotions, not all of them positive. Allow yourself to share your ups and downs; your smiles and your frowns. Allow your readers and friends to care about all that makes your heart beat.
Tami, Good for you! Keep on keeping on. Life happens, but the winners are the ones that keep on living one day at a time, holding on to the things that count: family, friends and faith.
Blessings,
Rosemary
Thank you sweetie. It was really hard to make this decision. Finally realizing that it was holding me back made me realize I was cheating others that might need help or even to know someone else is going through it.
Rosemary, thank you so much. Your words of encouragement always come just at the right moment.